What is it like as a woman the first time when p****s size change from regular to large?

I felt like I was losing my virginity all over. Kind of painful but quickly became the most euphoric and intense sexual encounter I ever had. I went to Bath with my friends. After a having lots of drinks, the next thing I remember was I was next to a black man. How we got there I don’t know, but I remember with my friends betting on ending the night with more funny. Started talking, asking how we got to this point, I then found out that I was in his hotel room. Made a phone call to my friends and they assured me that they are okay and I should carry on with the fun. Started talking, one thing led to another, we all went silent, and the atmosphere was now charged with romance, started kissing, my hand accidentally close to this lower body, for a second I thought is he hiding a weapon or baton stick? We started getting more intense, took the dick out, my whole hand couldn’t cover the circumference. I thought to myself I have to try this. The damn thing made me feel like I was being ripped open, but yet filled me and pleasured me in ways I never even thought were possible. He released and finished inside me without asking me, I was already so full and stretched with this cock buried inside me, that I actually was able to fill the pressure of him shooting inside me. My body betrayed me as it caused me to become very audible as the most intense orgasms came in waves and rocked my entire body to the core. We had sex several more times through the night and morning hours, each time he gave me the strongest and most euphoria orgasms that no man made me experience before. Each time he finished inside me I felt his giant cock pulsate and could actually feel him cumming inside me which made me cum and become so loud while he just lightly moaned as he finished. Taking such a large dick was a complete game changer as far as feeling what I never thought was possible. But that encounter cost me dearly as I went through a pregnancy almost entirely on my own, even my mother walked out of the delivery room when my mixed daughter was born.